Spirituality

I don’t want to

MariaTeresa

This will be another short post. I want to share with you my dear readers what a blessing it is to write and have the ability to channel my energy into my poems. At times, when emotions are running hot…that’s when my creativity comes alive. I write this one just last night.

Emotional pain yields breakthrough in my creative process

This poem below is a message from my inner child, my little Maria to my adult self. Healing is a process that has taken a deeper dive into all the facets of self. Some people name their alter ego, I have not but lately have been considering it. Just to keep them straight. I know my partner likes to refer to me by a different name when I’m displaying characteristics that are unsavory. I keep pushing myself to uncover, untangle and help my true authentic self emerge more and more often😁💜

Published by MariaTeresa

Hi there, I'm a divorced Mom with two teenage sons. I'm also someone living with Complex PTSD and I have dissociative episodes at times related to flashbacks of my past traumas. I am an author of three books of poetry entitled "Emotional Musings", "My Soul's Language" and "My Heart's Song". All are available on Amazon. I'm always interested in new ideas and information that can better our society and the human condition as a whole. In June 2019 I embarked upon a spiritual awakening and a higher consciousness as an empath which has empowered me by helping me understand my soul's purpose in this dance called life. I'm a loving and giving person who values those qualities in others. We are all connected and require love and care. I strive to spread kindness, love, peace and light to all I may encounter. My main writing focus is on my emotions, my journey as an intuitive, emotional and physical empath and how those two things impact my creativity and evolvement. I'm also a psychic channel and shamanic healer. I hold both in person and long distance sessions that balance the chakra system and reconnect the soul to its purpose.

15 thoughts on “I don’t want to”

  2. Those are beautiful poems! Great job!!

    Yeah, I’ve learned recently that naming different aspects of yourself can be fun! It reminds me of how my brother once had two pet cats, and he named them Princess and Fatty. There’s just so much potential for humor there!

    I hope you have a wonderful day today!! It should be a great day!

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  5. I can relate to the feeling of having an alter ego.

    Powerful last line. ‘heart in tatters, don’t believe it matters’. Well written. Perfectly describes how it feels when your pain just doesn’t matter to someone you love so much. ♥️

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