Grief and loss, Healing, Holidays

My grown up Christmas wish

This year at Christmas my heart is heavy because I am missing the 2 greatest loves of my life, my Dad who passed on 11/24/20 and my fiance who is in another state far away. This poem is my heart's prayer for the love they both have given me over the years, making me the… Continue reading My grown up Christmas wish

Afterlife, Grief and loss, Spirituality

Riding the waves of emotion

It's been 9 days since my Dad's passing. I have running conversations and numerous signs from him. We are definitely more connected now than ever before which is beautifully strange and has dug up some deeply seeded beliefs and old mindsets that I'm being forced to examine. That's what grief and processing life is all… Continue reading Riding the waves of emotion

Grief and loss, Holidays, Mental health, Spirituality

How do you say Happy Thanksgiving?

This is a bittersweet holiday for my family and I being this is the first one minus my Dad. The man who always carved the giant turkey and presided over the time we committed to enjoying it because it couldn't coincide with the big football games that are being played today. Despite the fact that… Continue reading How do you say Happy Thanksgiving?

Spirituality

My heavy heart

My dear readers and friends, brothers and sisters, I am not fully myself. However, by the grace and mercy of God, the work I have done over these past 7 months is sustaining my spirit currently as my Dad, 87 is in a hospice facility dying. Just 3 days after I returned home to South… Continue reading My heavy heart