Grief and loss, Healing, Spirituality

The tao of my heart

Today marks three weeks since my Dad's passing. This time in my life, remains as I described in my last post, strangely beautiful. We're extremely connected yet I can't help but feel a tremendous heaviness within my heart. I've accepted that it will remain there for some time to come.. It's as though his passing… Continue reading The tao of my heart

Mental health

My relationship with myself

This summer has been chock full of unexpected realizations, observations and shifts in my perception relating to my past traumas. As I continue to heal and incorporate new skills for coping, my therapist lent me a book entitled, "Unf*ck your brain". It's an easy read and I was able to read most of it on… Continue reading My relationship with myself

Mental health

This is my watershed moment

I have spent the past month in the grips of an extremely disruptive and emotionally charged reckoning with severe trauma from my childhood. A flood of feelings and upsetting memories I thought stuffed down so long ago have come floating actually erupting to the surface of reality. I'm riding an emotional roller coaster from moments… Continue reading This is my watershed moment

Mental health

Continuing to peel the onion

It's taken me a little over two weeks to get back to my writing and posting here on my blog. If you read my previous post dear reader, you understand that I am in the process of healing some deeply rooted emotional trauma from the sexual abuse I suffered as a child. I have been… Continue reading Continuing to peel the onion

Mental health

Feelin shook up

Life is full of ups and downs, ebbs and flows, peaks and valleys. Living with Complex PTSD and experiencing dissociative episodes these last eight years as a result of the severe trauma I have endured has presented many difficult challenges to my stability and daily functioning. Lately I have expierienced a shift that feels like… Continue reading Feelin shook up