Mental health, Spirituality

Anniversary reaction and the new moon

This October has been very emotionally draining for me. As I realized the date today staring back at me just this morning it dawned on me the fact that every October and November in the past eight years have unfolded that way. Having Complex PTSD is the culprit because there is this little phenomenon that… Continue reading Anniversary reaction and the new moon

Mental health, Spirituality

Choosing love while I remain true to myself

It's been an amazing six months of personal growth and accomplishments dear readers. I recently posted a poem of mine on my IG profile under the handle @emotionalmusings (I have reposted it here) that revealed a personal truth. I have purposely held myself back from success for the past 40 years. Why you may be… Continue reading Choosing love while I remain true to myself

Mental health, Spirituality

Why I’m happy I put myself on the list

It's a brand new year and this is a brand new me! After forty-one years of putting everybody else's needs before my own, I have decided to put myself on my list of priorities. Here's the kicker, I feel no guilt about it either!! Honestly it feels so good to take charge and stand up… Continue reading Why I’m happy I put myself on the list

Mental health, Spirituality

My grateful heart

Since my last post, I'm happy to report that so much has changed for the better!! Two days after Christmas with the help of my ex brother in-law and my sister, my oldest son Tyler finally reached out!! We have been messaging and chatting every night since!! We have our long awaited reunion set up… Continue reading My grateful heart

Domestic violence, Mental health, Spirituality

A voice from within

Traditionally October and November have been difficult months for me stemming from the severe traumatic abuse I endured seven years ago. It's a fact that those with PTSD (I have Complex PTSD) can suffer from the "anniversary effect" from our trauma.  For that reason, when fall rolls around, the smell in the air can trigger… Continue reading A voice from within