My heart is singing as my soul is soaring high, my dear readers! This week, I’m ending a two year chapter of living in Utah and relocating back to Florida. The decision to focus on Emotional Musings, my healing, and writing is proving fruitful. I’ve also taken a grand leap of faith by exploring a romantic relationship with a dear friend who, unbeknownst to me, has been holding back feelings of love for me for ten years. We are a gift to one another through Divine timing and the Light. I’m learning more and more each day how aligned we are. This is the precious love I’ve been waiting for. Divine love, the highest love that I’ve been praying for for three years. Manifesting these gifts in my life comes only from the magnitude of gratitude I hold in my heart. Prayers of “thank you” to my spirit guides every day for protecting and guiding me to this place. Having and holding a deep trust that what is meant for me will never pass me by. Surrendering control of the outcomes by allowing God to work in mysterious ways. I know my Dad is watching over me, smiling with pride. He’s happy I’m choosing to go after my dreams. Here I am, arriving in Divine love, watching them all come true!
I first moved to Florida back in March of 2013 when I was just entering recovery from drugs and alcohol. I met my partner just three months after completing my program, and we became fast friends. He’s been on the road of recovery for 37 years now. He ‘s always been someone I’ve admired for his deep wisdom and patience. Little did I realize that ten years in the future, we would feel the true love that we feel for one another today! I’m thrilled to be back in Florida, a place I called home for eight years and have vacationed to all of my life. The beach is my happy place, and I look forward to spending time there in solitude, soaking up the vibrations. Grounding myself with my toes in the sand and breathing saltwater air.
The energy this month has been very powerfully cosmicnd cosmI’ve definitely felt a leveling up in the ascension process, which is stripping away fear and becoming at home in love. Our being is love and radiates this belief outwards, attracting the same vibration. You truly do get what you give off and are the master of your own reality, my dear readers. These are the latest poems in my 9th collection entitled “My Soul’s Inspiration.”
Learning to relax by becoming still is a practice I gift my nervous system on a regular basis. It’s how I recharge. Breathing in a conscious and continuous way brings my being peace. Keeping my heart open, allowing my soul to guide me by Spirit’s messages through intuition. Everything flows, and that is when the power of belief in love grows strongest. It is this belief that has gotten me towhere I am today!
One of the best things about this relationship is that we are both Earth angels, energeticagifted, and here in this lifetime for the same purpose. To help others to heal and be the best version of themselves. I’m blessed to receive the truest of love. Our souls swim in the same colors. Angels conspired as divine timing delivered. All I see is him.
Love is the chariot I ride off into the sunset. Gleaming wisdom from within as the both of us embark upon the life of our romantically inclined dreams. Two hearts that beat as one. Blessed are those who believe they are worthy. Today and forever, I choose our love.
I feel as if I’m dreaming because he is the man I’ve been looking for, and now, knowing that he’s been standing in front of me this entire time is surreal. His patience with me met with God’s grace and mysterious ways, leaving me breathless as I fell deeply in love. This is our story. Taking the steps to love.
Recently, I was invited to spend some time in the mountains, listening to the wind and soaking up the summer Sun. Nature is medicine for the soul. My dear friend took this picture of me practicing yoga and when I saw it I was so elated! A light beam shone down directly on me, what a beautiful gift!
Over the past eleven years, I’ve done a lot of concentrated healing on my inner child. The scars from the trauma and abuse I’ve experienced have taught me how strong and resilient I am. I’m grateful for all I have learned. My partner has always seen my Light, my gifts, even before I did. The whispering pledge of my inner child allows me to release deeply rooted fear and accept his true love for me. I believe i am worthy after years of feeling love as pain because of the experiences I endured. I accept. He is my safe harbor.
Once again, I find myself following my heart by taking a leap of faith as I listen to the intuitive language of soul. True love has my heart aflutter and is fast approaching as I make this major life change. One more time, here I go. Moving across the country to join my soulmate. The world is my oyster as I grow into the woman I am meant to be. Flourishing in purpose and creative passion.
I’m honored to announce that this poem, “Endless love” was named POD on the app I use to create my poetry, Miraquill. Love stirs and sparks the beginning of this new chapter back in Florida and reunited with my soulmate. Together, we share the highest timeline in this ascension. Forever, we are dedicated to this endless love.
The journey continues. We are multidimensional spiritual beings having a human experience. Everything lies in the present moment. Truth, power, Light, and love. This is what living out loud consists of. A full spectrum kaleidoscope of being. Coming alive in my being. I’m grounded in gratitude and thankful for the gifts in each moment. I plan on taking the rest of the summer off to adjust to my new life. I’ll be back in the fall with more stories and poems.
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In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.