Mental health, Spirituality

Choosing love while I remain true to myself

It's been an amazing six months of personal growth and accomplishments dear readers. I recently posted a poem of mine on my IG profile under the handle @emotionalmusings (I have reposted it here) that revealed a personal truth. I have purposely held myself back from success for the past 40 years. Why you may be… Continue reading Choosing love while I remain true to myself

Domestic violence, Mental health, Spirituality

A voice from within

Traditionally October and November have been difficult months for me stemming from the severe traumatic abuse I endured seven years ago. It's a fact that those with PTSD (I have Complex PTSD) can suffer from the "anniversary effect" from our trauma.  For that reason, when fall rolls around, the smell in the air can trigger… Continue reading A voice from within

Anxiety, Depression, Domestic violence, Grief and loss, Mental health, Spirituality, Uncategorized, Women's self care

A monster came knocking

Seven years ago I was coming out of an emotional denial. That time now feels like a hazy dream. I was functioning daily in a robotic way. Truly going through all the motions, nobody would of guessed how much pain, confusion, loneliness and anger I was feeling inside because the woman on the outside showed… Continue reading A monster came knocking

Uncategorized

The beginning

Welcome! I have contemplated starting a blog like this for years. My own insecurities and obsessions with perfection have held me back.......up until now! I am throwing all caution to the wind by just doing it! Right now in my life I feel I have nothing to lose. I am a woman living with C-PTSD… Continue reading The beginning

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The Journey Begins

Welcome to my innermost thoughts. I have been writing my entire life to help me process what goes on around me. I use my emotions as a paint brush of sorts in my poems. I have lived a lot of life in my years on this planet this far and I feel I have a… Continue reading The Journey Begins