Tag: #spiritualawakening

Consciousness, Healing, personal development, Spirituality

Exploring the magical mysteries of May

MariaTeresa

Welcome to the glorious month of May, my dear readers! Can you believe we are almost halfway through 2024 already? Each month of this year, I’ve felt the build-up of energy, new and sparkling with an expanded consciousness of love and its possibilities, opening me to more of the unknown. The cosmic energy has set us up for a new fourteen year period of creation with the recent Jupiter/Uranus conjunction and during the month of May, Jupiter will play a major role in bringing in exactly what we need to build our new reality.  Life is like a labyrinth, an unsolved mystery that keeps me forever curious as I swim in the depths of soul messages and recall more of my truth.

This is why I’m calling my 11th book, “My Soul’s Stretches, exercises in remembering.” In this post, I will share the first six poems that will be featured in the book. As I recorded each poem, I noticed that the word “mystery” is definitly the theme my spirit guides are asking me to focus on. In order to allow myself to feel into the uncomfortability of the abyss, I must utlize everything I’ve learned in the mastery of self thus far. Holding hands with trust and faith guided through experience has taught me that everything in this physical realm is temporary. Love however, is everlasting and eternal. It can never be destroyed, only built upon. Beauty is found in simplicity. Rest in that knowing my dear readers. Nature is our greatest source in which to observe this beause it just is. Being. Growing. Changing. We are one with it all as the mysteries of life continue to unfold.

I’m in the thick of training my body for a triathlon in mid-July. After taking three months off from high intensity workouts like running, I chose to focus solely on my yoga practice. Two weeks ago, I took a spin class, my first in fourteen years! What a rush of endorpins combined with great music that burns up to five hundred calories in an hour! I’m hooked and have committed to taking the class three times a week in addition to swimming, running, and continuing my yoga practice. “Where your focus goes, your energy flows” is a line from one of my favorite songs called “Energy” by the artist Disclosure. Our bodies are our vessels in which to explore this human journey. There are many ways to tap in and listen to soul messages. The adventure renews each day as I listen to what my body is asking for, becoming an expert at learning how I run energy. This is what makes us all different and also connects us. Everything is energy, my dear readers, and I invite you to become a detective. Become aware of what brings you to cultivating peace, love, and joy for that is what brings you harmony and happiness! These principles are directly related to feeling the wholeness and wellness of mind, body, and spirit. There is a wide variety of practices I utilize besides fitness that bring me to a higher state of consciousness. To know thy self and love thy self is true freedom! May these videos be inspiration for you to dive into the mysteries of your own soul and explore where life is taking you me dear readers!

All aboard for the Magical Mystery Tour

I’ve been practicing yoga for almost 25 years. It was a natural progression from many years dance training . It combines my two favorite activities, breath guided movement and stretching. Yoga is like a religion to me. Practicing yoga releases stagnant energy while expanding into soul guided philosophy. Inner peace is gained while chanting mantras that lay claim to inner beliefs. I’m grateful to feel myself rising to new levels of consciousness within this wild ride of the human experience.

“Musings from the mat”

In every post this year, I feel the need to share the excitement in my heart of being alive on the planet at this time as human consciousness expands to the masses of awaken souls. We are remembering our own power and claiming the Light inside that connects us all . Truth and being, sovereign nature, humbled, seeking resolved as humanity is evolving at a faster pace than ever before. It starts by allowing one self to feel, tapping in by meditation and sound frequencies, as love reveals the Light we all carry. We are one, together for eternity. I highly recommend listening to 432 Hz, the frequency at which the universe vibrates and 639 Hz, which opens and balances the heart chakra for an enlightening experience of peace, love, and joy.

“Dawn of a New Age”

I channeled “Dawn of a New Age” and “The great unknown” the day before the solar eclipse last month. As I sat on the beach, I was filled with a surge of high vibrational energy that was sparking my creativity and producing a buzzing feeling inside my body. Channeling Spirit’s intentions for New Earth’s paradigm shifting reality is an honor that brings me immense joy. May you feel the hope that the healing power of love delivers and be drawn to listen with curious interest to the messages from your own soul, my dear readers. The energies in May will deliver more clarity as we now have the opportunity to absorb, process, and integrate the new downloads of spiritual guidance brought in during eclipse season and the recent Mercury retrograde. These events help us to see what has been hidden and provides us an opportunity to change our course of action. May you choose love as your guide, my dear readers.

“The great unknown”

Practicing meditation creates an intuitive space for reflection of inner realms perception. Lying still and becoming quiet is one of the ways my soul speaks as I listen. I’m grateful for the ever increasing clear connection to love and for the human experience as my mission to help heal humanity one heart at a time through poetry and shamanic healing continues to align to the highest level I can reach to be of service. I believe my poetry is medicine for the masses and will bring each of us into more harmony within our hearts. Being drawn into the depths of my being and sharing insights into the human condition used to confuse me. Now I understand that the truth and wisdom my soul has carried for many lifetimes needs to be heard. I’m here to shine and spread love. First, I had to forgive and heal myself. Like the petals of a lotus flower, I’ve thrived in darkness, overcoming adversity to re-emerge, be reborn and radiantly shine Light. Turning the immense pain I’ve experienced into power!

“Lotus of Light”

Painting is something I love to do. It’s how I creatively express the intuitive nature of my own soul as I allow myself to feel, hear, and see into Spirit’s many messages for me delivered through signs, symbols and synchronicities. This year of 2024 is supercharged with an expanded consciousness of love, Light and magic! “Canvas of Life” explains the experience of tapping into intuitive guidance to fine tune each chakra energy point and align to truth. This piece expresses my deepest intention along the spiritual path to enlightenment and unconditional love. There have been numerous challenges to face while adapting to the growing pains of change. I choose to view them as Divinely delivered opportunities to practice patience, acceptance and unconditional love. The more grace and forgiveness I can show to myself in these difficult moments, the more compassionate I can be with others. The relationships we engage in are filled with these lessons to teach us how to choose love for it is the softer and more gentle road to peace and unity for all.

“Canvas of Life”

I’ve always had a deep fascination and love for crystals. I believe this is something near and dear to my soul and is something that I’ve carried through many lifetimes as a healer. My favorite color is purple and amethysts were the ones I was first drawn to as a child. Now I own a beautiful collection that has gifted me a lot of inner peace, spiritual and emotional protection along my healing journey. They are the stone I resonate most with and often turn to for my own personal growth. They aid in growing patience, guiding me as a traveler into the unknown mysteries on the path to enlightenment along the spiritual journey. Awakening to more self-acceptance provided by God’s eternal grace is a mighty blessing. Empowered consciousness of love is what comes alive through prayer and faith.

“Amethyst angel”

May the month of May be a magical mystery ride for you my dear readers. My favorite song by the Grateful Dead is “Eyes of the world”. I share with you the second verse that has always rang true in my soul, and is the experience I pray you come to believe for yourself.

“Wake up to find out that you are the eyes of the world, the heart has its beaches, it’s Homeland and thoughts of its own, wake now discover that you are the song that the morning brings“

If you’re curious about your own spiritual awakening, please reach out to me. I would love to help you on your soul journey adventure. I can guide you for a long-distance shamanic healing session via phone, tarot card, reading, my recorded meditations and other ritualistic services I provide or to purchase any of my six books of poetry. Please click the link below. See the services tab in the menu on this website. For a personalized, autographed copy of any of my books, please send me an email.

maria@emotionalmusings.com

https://linktr.ee/emotionalmusings

In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.

Consciousness, Healing, personal development, Spirituality

Ascension and activation of acceptance in April

MariaTeresa

The energies surrounding our planet are gifting us with a magical rebirth in the ascension process,my dear readers. So much is rapidly shifting and changing on all levels of our multidimensional being. Each day, when I enter into prayer, I affirm out loud that I’m living an expanded consciousness of love and my dreams are coming true. It’s more important than ever to stay in the love vibration and turn away from fear. The illusions are crumbling along with the systems and structures that have kept us from our power, the essence of our humanness, and the truth of our soul’s pure Light. No longer are we, as a collective feeling separated from one another. The energies from Aires, the first fire sign in the zodiac wheel, are assisting the creation of new beginnings to begin taking shape by burning away what no longer serves. The eclipse season we are experiencing now is assisting us in purging old patterns and energetic footprints that we have outgrown. On the other side of this cleansing, mind, body, and spirit are becoming activated with new light codes and DNA upgrades that are furthering the integration of New Earth. What an incredible commencement of complete acceptance for ourselves as this newly heightened awareness washes over us, my dear readers! Self-love is the medicine that has healed my being. It is the balm that is affecting humanity and transforming our world. My greatest intention is to share the language of love through the Divine messages I channel into poetry.

Prayers&intentions

I strongly advise you, my dear readers, that now is an extremely important time to use the potency of the energies to set intentions for yourselves. My heart is my guide, and when I follow intuitive guidance, I know I’m honoring my heart. I’ve decided to compete in another triathlon this July on Hutchinson Island. I love to challenge myself and my body. The training for this race already feels different because I no longer have that furious buzz inside to push myself in the ways I once did. I’m much more balanced in the ways I care for my well-being. I’ve moved past so much pain into a space of reclaiming my power. That’s what enduring traumatic experiences and transmuting heavy energy related to them has taught me. I affirm to myself that I’ve now realized my own strength and can use it to empower every aspect of my life! I’m destined for greatness. I once didn’t believe that I was worthy of any success or abundance. All I saw in myself and believed was that I wasn’t enough. Now I know that I’m deserving of it all because I love myself.

Triathlon training

I’m listening to my spirit team and using the higher frequencies being delivered to Earth to ignite the fire within my being. As a collective, we are experiencing a mass wave of spiritual awakenings. I see sound waves of energy and feel love’s beautiful vibration guiding humanity’s evolution of consciousness. Listening to the music of soul, directed by Spirit, reveals the road to ascension. This poem is channeled by the Galactic masters of my cosmic family.

The road to ascension

Last month, I took a long-awaited road trip to Dallas to clear out a storage unit. The timing of this cleansing act was incredibly Divine because it allowed me to purge so many material items  I’ve been holding onto from older versions of myself. Thirty-six hours in a car provided the perfect opportunity to chat out loud with myself and my spiritual team, processing through a lot of truths and downloads for the journey ahead.  Reflection and active listening in silence to my spirit guides provide so much clarity. The trip also showed me how strong I am. I believe we are ready to begin, as a collective, proclaiming more of our truth. I see a lot more deep conversations in the future where we can all be our authentic selves. I must confess how excited I am to begin connecting with more of my soul family tribe. These conversations must begin within ourselves before they can be shared with confidence.

“Deep confessions”

Recently, I ‘ve had new opportunities to share my story through podcast interviews. My intention is to share the truth I’ve discovered inside, that healing is indeed possible after surviving trauma and addiction. My life has shifted from surviving into thriving. I’m living my best life! Follow this link to listen to the latest interview on”Beauty of Colors.”

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/whats-emotional-musings/id1536839085?i=1000650675191

The need to shine the Light of truth burns like a fire in my belly. It drives me to love more, honor myself by taking good care of myself, and spread kindness everywhere I go. I’m no longer afraid of what others think of me because I’m fully free, authentic me. The grounded peacefulness I create inside allows my being to expand, ascend to the higher realms, and further accept more and more of my true frequency. I’m ready for another new chapter to begin, guided by the Sun and the stars.

“Sun star”

April is set to fast-track us into new spiritual experiences, my dear readers. The energy will move quickly, as together, we celebrate the new beginnings that are to bloom during the Spring season. The equinox last week was a time of reflection and surrender. The journey of the soul through believing in a power greater than myself is a blessing of the human experience. May you see the flowers of success grow in your life, my friends. This last poem, “Horizon’s tale,” completes the tenth book of poetry, “My Soul is a Channel.” I’ve already begun to feel into the 11th book which is entitled,  “My Soul’s Stretches, exercises in remembering.” This new book will focus on all the different tools I use to heal the mind, body, and spirit, thus remembering my soul’s truth. Yoga, breathwork, building crystal grids, listening to sound frequencies, and meditation are just a few of the practices that have become a major part of my life. I’m excited to share more of myself through the lens of poetry, which is the essence of my soul. May these latest poems inspire you to dive deep into your own soul’s truth, accepting your unique self with loving grace. It’s time to envision what’s waiting out on the horizon and carpe diem, my dear readers!

“Horizon’s tale”

If you’re curious about your own spiritual awakening, please reach out to me. I would love to help you on your soul journey adventure. I can guide you for a long distance shamanic healing session via phone, tarot card reading, my recorded meditations and other ritualistic services I provide or to purchase any of my 6 books of poetry please click the link below. See the Services tab in the menu on this website.
For a personalized, autographed copy of any of my books, please send me an email.
Maria@emotionalmusings.com
https://linktr.ee/Emotionalmusings

In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.

Consciousness, Healing, Interview, personal development, Podcast, Spirituality

The freedom to fly in February

MariaTeresa

My dear readers, I greet you in this post with a new depth to my being. Floating on the waves of third eye chakra visions and Divine messages more precious than gold. I started this on this writing journey in 2018 by creating this blog Emotional Musings, which turned into my healing practice as a shaman in 2020 featuring the poetry I channel. I can hardly believe how many transformational treasures I’ve uncovered within myself in six years because I made a decision to share my own personal truths. My biggest intention was to help others on their own path to discover their authenticity and never ever feel alone in their pursuit of the truth. This is a question I believe we all as human beings ask ourselves at some point in life. “Why am I here?” My dear readers, YOU are love, and your internal essence is what makes you who you are. Don’t ever allow anyone to pull you out of your nature and corrupt your power, which is the Light of self-love inside. We are each here to share our unique gifts! By believing in myself and learning to love every piece of my being, I’ve completely transformed myself into a woman I didn’t realize I could ever be. The mantra that inspires this freedom is “my being is freeing.” Simple and clear.

I first began hearing that mantra in late 2021, after I moved in with my sister in Utah to once again, rebuild my life. I like to say that I’ve lived many lives within this one current lifetime. In May of 2022, I shared this post https://emotionalmusings.com/2022/05/07/being-is-freeing/ just weeks before I started expressing myself as a rainbow unicorn with my deadlocked hair. My sister wth her artistic background and expertise in hair design helped me create my current look. I wear my hair this way because it suits my soul.

My beloved took this picture & composed these words in honor of my mission

Currently, there are so many planets in relationship to Aquarius, including personal planets of the Sun, Moon, Mercury, and Mars. The biggest influence of Aquarius will be felt from its dwelling in Pluto from now until 2044! This is the energy of revolution, my dear readers! Pluto is the planet of generational transformation. It’s a visionary air sign that loves to express itself by thinking outside the box. I advise all of you to keep a close eye on the new ideas, sensations, and pruning of your subconscious in the months and years ahead. Pluto’s last transit was in Capricorn and was stationed there for fifteen years while global institutions and systems thrived. In Aquarius, everything will be turned on its head as the sign of new innovation sparks different perspectives and perceptions to birth ideas. Many systems are breaking already as we see a rise in chaos and destruction, yet one must also see the rise in pushback from the people. Indeed, what an exciting and fascinating time to be alive on this planet! This cosmic configuration is a reset for relationships both personal and professional, on an individual level and for the collective. Unity consciousness is rising with the feelings of connectedness as more and more people awaken to a higher authority’s awareness. Spiritual awakenings are happening at a mass level now.

I recorded another podcast interview that was released on all streaming platforms. Here is the link. Please share with me your thoughts and insights. I feel that these interviews are an opportunity to share my story, shine light into the darkness of suffering, and live out my motto of “Triumphing over Trauma.”

https://youtu.be/hT5bt4Qq7Dw?si=S_dRjzO3jQGbcSGH

The journey of self-love and discovery continues revealing the truth only found inside the core of my being for which breath allows its grand seeing. The freedom to be me is equal to the love I cultivate from inside. Witnessing the warrior within rise. This is a time of transforming from a lightworker to a lightwarrior. I’m locked into this amazingly bright and beautiful elevated cosmic energy of Aquarius season that inspires me to dream more adventurous aspirations for the path ahead. This poem, “Warrior self revealed” was channeled before a recent quantum healing session I participated in three weeks ago. A clairvoyant view into where I’m headed.

Lightworker to Lightwarrior

The new moon this month delivered a brand new energy that we’ve never experienced here on this planet before! It is potent and electrifying, completely filled with exciting promise. Perfectly designed for transformative rebirth and for the reclaiming of our multidimensionality. Connect to your cosmic guides for spiritual insights and prepare to take flight! The word multifarious means “having many varied parts or aspects. This is the magic of integration between the light and shadow selves that are the basis for more of our psychic abilities. We are coming online to our innate talents and limitless potential. Welcome, “Reincarnated multifarious Aquarius.”

Feeling myself in so many new and exciting ways

I feel all of my chakra centers growing, especially my third eye. 2024 is offering us a plethora of cosmic energies and never before felt frequencies to tap into, helping to expand the emotional plane of humanity’s consciousness. I believe this energy is igniting a revolution of remembering who we are. Humbled to receive these Divine messages as a channel for Spirit. Blessed be the journey of the human experience. I choose to walk the path of less resistance by claiming my sovereignty and letting go of the conditioning from the past. I put down that heavy baggage by opening myself to this brand new paradigm we are building. Goodbye, old world. This is what me and my fellow awakened lightworker, warriors, healers, empaths, and starseeds are here to build. Don’t allow any system to define who you are, my dear readers. Follow your heart and let your soul guide you back to the truth. Your authentic voice only heard from inside. You are full of spirited essence built from love.

“Third eye visionary”

The human journey allows our spirits to experience so many things! Cut yourself some slack, forgive yourself for the mistakes you’ve made, and commit to  living with more authenticity to reveal your best self.  One of the most joyful aspects of being human, I believe, is to shapeshift and try on different identities as spirit moves within our being. This is the power to change that is orchestrated by healing from what no longer serves us. May you continue to stay curious, spark wonder, utilize compassion, and trust the process by always staying true to your integrity no matter what life throws at you, my dear readers! May you use this current cosmic configuration to fly free in the month of February and beyond!

If you’re interested in a long distance shamanic healing session via phone, tarot card reading, my recorded meditations and other ritualistic services I provide or to purchase any of my 6 books of poetry please click the link below. See the Services tab in the menu on this website.
For a personalized autographed copy of any of my books, please send me an email.
Maria@emotionalmusings.com
https://linktr.ee/Emotionalmusings

In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.

Consciousness, Healing, Health, personal development, Spirituality

This is Love

MariaTeresa

“I am a radiant being of Light and healing, I feel peace, I am safe, I heal from a whole place”….this is a mantra sang by the “Beautiful Chorus” singers. This song is called “Hymn of Healing,” and its vibration and message resonates deeply within me. I feel like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon. At this time in my life, I’m experiencing a tremendous period of growth and spiritual transformation. There is so much unconditional love within me and surrounding me through God, my partner, and our 5 beautiful German Sheppards. He suggested I compose poems for each of them, and in this post, I will share what was channeled through their spirits and mine. I’ve also begun work on my 10th book of poetry entitled, “My Soul is a Channel.” As I write this post, tears of joy flow like water from my eyes. My heart is accepting and embracing love like I’ve never known it before. The contentment I feel shines as the smile upon my face, the spring in my step, and the rhythm I’m dancing to for the first time in my life!! This is indeed LOVE!

Our pack
My fur babies, Mishka, Xyla YoSha, Yogi and Sasha

My dear readers, when you’ve experienced the darkness that I have, feeling suffocated in the grip of trauma and abuse, you are given a choice. To be bitter or to get better. That’s not my mantra, but it’s one of many I keep on regular rotation in my mind. Love is a choice. My entire existence on this planet has consisted of confusion, pain, and broken promises from the ones who were entrusted to care for me. Awakening to my soul, forgiving myself, and others by learning self-love, grace, and compassion has completely changed my entire state of being! I am clearly seeing and feeling more than I have throughout my entire life. I treat others with the kindness that I wasn’t shown. It’s not always easy, yet I know in an intimate way what many people who’ve experienced trauma walk around feeling like. Worthlessness, hopelessness, and not enoughness plagued me for over forty years. In December, I will turn 46 and thus begin a brand new era of love and renewed healing. This is why I take my purpose so seriously. Helping others to see and feel their own light is my mission.

How does one begin healing, you may ask yourself. It starts by making and keeping small promises with yourself. Deciding to show yourself grace when mistakes and bumps in the road show up as they inevitably will. Then, it’s a determination to keep building upon and practicing what makes your being come alive! For me, it’s a devotion to meditation, listening to sound frequency, singing and dancing, chanting, crystal healing, breathwork, regular exercise, spending time outdoors, and eating a healthy diet. Loving myself means treating myself the way I would my best friend or a dear loved one. I am the only one who knows what’s best for me and can give me the ultimate love. This love comes from the Light within. Every other relationship I engage in is an addition to what I’ve already built inside. Remember, my dear readers, people behave based on how they feel inside and then project that outwards towards others, like a mirror. Ask yourself how clean your reflection is. Being mindful is an act of intentionally sharing your best self with the world!

Caring for our dogs requires a lot of patience and attention. Many years ago, while I was still in addiction and going through a divorce, I was forced to adopt out my own dogs and cat. Saying goodbye to my fur babies broke my heart into a million pieces and was one of the catalysts for me wanting to take my own life in 2011. It wasn’t until these 5 special dogs entered my life that I felt I could reopen my heart to animals after so much hurt in losing my own.

Yogi, who is 7, is the oldest of our pack. We refer to him as our top dog because he has over 100 drug seizures and detections. Our K9 company, DSK9, sniffs out drugs in airports and drug rehabs, saving the lives of thousands of people every day. Yogi works tirelessly seven days a week. He is our best boy. We adore him completely! Go to https://dsk9team.com/ for more information on our company!

“Yogi’s song”

I wrote this piece in celebration of the 4th birthday to our boy, Mishka!! When he was born, he resembled a bear cub. Therefore, his name means bear in Russian. He is our largest German Sheppard and has captured my whole heart. He and I hold a very special bond with one another apart from the rest. We love him so much!!

“Handsome bear”
My whole ♥️

The mama of our brood is Sasha, a 6 year old German Sheppard, Yogi’s partner out in the field and at home. She’s mothered 2 litters with a total of 16 puppies. She’s our queen. This is dedicated to her tremendous legacy.

“Sasha shines”

The youngest is YoSha. She’s the smallest one with the brightest spirit. I can relate to her exuberance and zest for life!! I feel she is me in dog form. This is for YoSha.

“The call of YoSha”

Two year old Xyla has the most unique presence of all 5 of our German Sheppards. She and YoSha are incredibly close as sisters. They are the same age and from the same litter. She has a nose like her Dad, Yogi, and her mother Sasha’s sweet nature. This is dedicated to our sweet girl.

“La Vida de Xyla”

I often tell my partner that our dogs are each an extension of him, his personality, and his soul. I see qualities of him in each of them. It’s magical and remarkable. Plus, his life path number is five. Our life path number together is also five, and I love the synchronicity of that so much!

“The power of five”

“Abstract music” is the first poem in my 10th collection of poetry. Listening to soul messages gifts me more of my authentic truth and awakens the deep sovereignty within. This next life chapter I’m beginning is so incredibly bright. My heart is full, and my being is at peace. The amount of joy and gratitude I feel for life is something I really can’t put into one word, though every year I choose one to focus my healing upon. This year, I chose faith. Every month, in 2023, I continued to be brave and take big leaps of faith towards my heart’s desires. I’ve begun thinking about which word I will choose for 2024. I’m leaning towards creation. Everything in my life is completely different now as the end of the year approaches than it was in January. I’m creating the life of my dreams with my beloved, a highly spiritual and generous man, and these 5 dogs by our side. The poetry I channel is how I express what it feels like to use my sensitivities as superpowers, shine my God given Light and connect to others.

“Abstract music”
Full Moon ritual
Recognizing the Light within
Opening to its wonder

If you’re interested in a long distance shamanic healing session via phone, tarot card reading, my recorded meditations and other ritualistic services I provide or to purchase any of my 6 books of poetry please click the link below. See the Services tab in the menu on this website.
For a personalized, autographed copy of any of my books, please send me an email.
Maria@emotionalmusings.com
https://linktr.ee/Emotionalmusings

In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.

Consciousness, Healing, personal development, Spirituality

Poetry for spiritual awakening and transformation

MariaTeresa

My dear readers, we have entered into eclipse season and the final three months of 2023! I can hardly believe how much growth and change I’ve experienced since January when I set the intention to take a continuous leap of faith, holding hands with Spirit and trusting in the mysterious ways of flowing through the unknowns. I’ve experienced the highest highs and the lowest lows. Since June, I’ve reunited with my Divinely choosen partner, moved back to Florida, transitioned from working a part-time job to working solely on my purpose of writing and healing, and I’ve recently completed my 9th collection of poetry! “My Soul’s Inspiration” is my latest offering of forty poems that convey the transformative power that love has had over my heart and continues to awaken and enliven my soul on this most spectacular human journey!

The poems in this post are inspired by the Divine love that I share with my partner. A man whom I’ve known for more than ten years and have traveled with for a thousand through our shared past life experiences here on Earth. September was a very challenging month for me for a few reasons. Acclimating to a brand new life with my twin flame, the most challenging of soul bonds, has been very eye-opening in countless ways. Seeing myself in another, the ways in which I’ve healed and also the pieces that still need attention, love, and forgiveness. This is what October will bring when the Sun and Moon are eclipsed by one another and their aspects with the planets. Since these eclipses are taking place under the sign of Libra, the truth that lurks in the shadows will be revealed forcing major changes upon all of us. This energy is asking our beings to be cleansed and released from what no longer serves in order to further our awakening to a higher consciousness as individuals and as a collective. Last month, I traveled back to Rhode Island in an attempt to reconcile with my youngest son before he joined the Navy. Divine timing has not come through in the ways I had intended and prayed. Not yet, at least. My oldest son also had a difficult time emotionally, so I found myself spending most of my time there alone. I’m closing out a long twelve year chapter of my life. I don’t forsee myself ever returning there. I’m choosing to detach with love from the situation and leave the healing in the hands of God. When my boys are ready, we will revisit our relationships. A difficult truth and yet another leap forward on the tightrope that walking in faith can feel like at times.

I’ve also begun to experience more multidimensional sensations that create the feeling of existing in multiple timelines at once. These events cause me to feel dizzy, off balance, foggy, lightheaded, and in desperate need to lay down in the dark. These experiences are directly related to the increasing activity on the Sun in the form of M class solar flares. There’s more light pouring onto the Earth than ever before in human history, thus helping us to grow our light bodies. “The body of light, sometimes called the ‘astral body’ or the ‘subtle body,’ is a “quasi material” aspect of the human body, being neither solely physical nor solely spiritual, posited by a number of philosophers, and elaborated on according to various esoteric, occult, and mystical teachings”. Activation of this involves a specific type of movement and focus that activates the proprioceptive system, which is part of your nervous system that maintains alignment through the activity of specialized nerve fibers in the tendons and muscles. This heightens your body’s natural ability to align and regulate itself. ” Being a highly sensitive person with extra sensory perception, these events continue to heighten and are helping to grow my gifts yet are very taxing on my physical body. My psychic spidey senses are helping me to drop from the mind and its constant spinning into the heart where truth awaits through feelings guided by intuition. Waves of creativity are ignited from within when I sit on the beach, my happy place, drawing inspiration from the ocean before me. Breathing the salty air, I am restored to wholeness. Mind, body, and spirit marry the essence of aliveness to Gaia’s beauty.

“Blessed be the journey”

As this new season of my life emerges, I take heed of intuitive nudges to slow down and rest. This is the gift of expansion that guides my ability to sit and integrate the energy that allows for guidance from the soul to flow. I’ve decided to take a much needed break from social media at this time so that I may listen and hear what my next steps are to be. I’m considering returning to college. Most importantly, all these changes have shown me where I am in my life, how much I’ve grown, and how it is I who has been fighting myself in certain ways. Holding myself back due to the core wound of the fear of failure. There is no longer a need to be fearful of this illusion because I will never give up on my mission to bring the truth to light. Therefore, I can never fail. Giving permission to myself by allowing the breakdowns to become breakthroughs. I am safe in my being. I am home in my heart. The practice of self-love is a magnificent art! It’s time to be who I came here to be!

“Lay down your sword”

This poem is inspired by my partner, my other half, my twin flame. His existence shakes me to the core, awakening feelings I have never experienced before. I search my memories, trying to recall if I have ever been in awe of someone like this, but find no comparisons. Dancing behind the veil, through space and time, our souls continue to reunite. My love and I have traveled here as souls entwined. He’s protected my heart for a thousand years. Our Divine romance lives on for all eternity.

“Past life recall”

I believe that I can do all things through the power of love that strengthens me! In my new home that I share with the love of my life, we have these four words that sit up on an elongated window ledge. It’s an odd space that we decorated creatively with the words: pray, dream, hope, and believe as a constant reminder to focus on what we are here to do. Whenever I look up there, I know that the practice of these four little words is what has sustained me along my journey to where I find myself today. I’ve come a very long way since the inception of this blog, which, by the way, is celebrating five years in existence this month! This space provides such a boost of inspiration for this poet’s heart!! My intention is to one day turn this blog into a book that documents my spiritual awakening and transformation.

“Pray, dream, hope, believe”

Here I go, about to take the biggest leap of faith. My guides assure me that I’m ready. Holding on to their messages and trusting in the unknown. Every day I choose love, my heart continues to heal and grow stronger.

“Heart healing”

The loudest message I hear is this, “Be bold and be bright, by the fires you set forth to ignite. Through creativity and consciousness, understanding more of this journey is priceless!” I claim my soul’s sovereignty.

“Soul claim”

A dear friend reminded me of who I am the other day when I needed it the most. We all falter and forget. No matter what challenges I face, I will always act with loving grace towards myself and others. I’m determined to never allow anyone to pull me out of my nature. I am here to shine love, share joy, and bring peace to all. That is our journey here as a member of humanity. It’s a dutiful responsibility I take very seriously. Sometimes, it’s a lonely road. I choose to take the highest path because that is what my heart wants to show to my fellow humans. I choose to be the light I wish to see in this world and live my life by that commitment. Amen.

“Warrior for peace”

These last three months have taught me a lot about the power of unconditional love as I dive deeper into its depths, bonded to my twin flame. For many years, he awaited my arrival into this Earthly realm. His wisdom and love guide me every day, bringing me closer to God in countless ways. My heart is eternally grateful. He is a warrior for justice, and together, we are warriors for love in God’s Earth angel army.

“Warrior of justice, warrior of love”

Back by popular demand and the urging from my spirit team to use my light as the greatest of my soul expressions, here are two recent videos of me dancing! The first one is just a short clip to lift my spirits the day both of my sons decided they were not yet ready to see me and the second is the reminder I’ve held onto tightly all these years since my suicide attempt. No matter what life presents you with, my dear readers, always hold onto hope because the only way is up!

Dancing in the streets
Hold on, the only way is up

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In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.