Spirituality

Strengthening my roots

This has been another extremely transformative week for me here in my new home in Idaho. The combination of the cosmic alignment aka Mercury in retrograde during Scorpio season paints the perfect landscape for a shamanic healing experience. The Universe is drawing out deep wounds, coping patterns that no longer serve and giving us the astrological salve to truly heal. I told a client of mine this week, healing can and does hurt. The power of change is only possible when the pain of living the same way becomes too great. Otherwise we wouldn’t do it! Also, it’s a lifelong pursuit that never ends. The pain doesn’t last for long however, as everything in life is temporary and the benefits far outweigh the negatives. It’s all in perspective my dears.

Stop and look around yourself

I began the week transplanting four of my chakra points including my root, sacral, solar plexus and throat. Then I performed a much needed energy upgrade. Shamanic healing is spiritual surgery my loves and is made possible by my intentions and powerful love force magic aided by Spirit and my ancestors. My body feels like new again, fresh clean energy fills every cell and fiber tissue of my being so that I can continue to walk my path, gaining so many new and exciting insights along the way. Everything is energy my dears. Emotions are just energy in motion and you would be amazed at how pulling out icky, sticky old stagnant energy bound into chords and blocks helps rejuvenate the body! It’s profound work that gets to the root of everything that ails us as human beings here. The body was perfectly constructed to heal itself yet all the crap we surround ourselves with, consume and digest through interactions with others and what we choose to put into our mouths greatly affects how we feel and therefore dictates how we respond or react to absolutely EVERYTHING!

The 7 main chakra points

My mission here is clear, to keep “Triumphing over Trauma” and as you my dear readers can tell by reading my posts here these past two years, I have lived a life entrenched in trauma and pain, carrying many mental health diagnoses(mainly it’s all CPTSD) yet today because of the art of shamanism, my outlook on life has done a 180. The zest I feel for life is immeasurable and the beauty I witness in all of God’s handiwork brings tears of joy to my eyes and injects my heart with so much love on a daily basis. I can feel myself completely and I’m operating on my pure soul’s spirit ✨

One can really see changes in their life once they start to appreciate and be grateful for the pain they experience. The flow of everything keeps on allowing for more acceptance and a greater embrace for what life presents us in any given moment. I have written here that my mission is clear, to graciously and with a grateful heart, help do my part in healing humanity one heart at a time. Imagine if every single one of us committed to doing that too? I created a hash tag for it….. #fightofthelight and I vow with the new book I’m writing the manuscript for now to boldly do just that. “My Soul’s Light” is a labor of love and through my poems express the unwavering love God has for each and everyone of us.

Mother Earth is crying out to us, can you hear her?

At times throughout my day, I take a moment to listen and tune in. While in these moments of silence, often times I am overwhelmed by feelings of loneliness yet I know I am never truly alone because I have God’s unconditional love within me, guiding me along my path. I’m reminded to keep going even if I should stumble, to speak my truth even if my voice starts to crack. Nothing can ever hold me back. I am the master of my emotions and I choose to alchemize the energy around me to aid others in discovering and uncovering their own light. That is God’s greatest gift to us, the light of love 💖

Humans are so resilient my dears and I’m living proof that we can and do overcome experiences that have the potential, in our minds to break our spirit. I refuse to believe anyone of us could ever truly be broken. The soul is a burning cavity of purity and love that can never be destroyed (energy never dies) and it’s through the magic of love that all is overcome. How is change created and where to start…..Ask yourself these questions…..

How much do I love myself and the people I choose to interact with? How much toxic crap do I allow into my system through other’s words and the food I ingest? Do I realize it’s ALL a choice and only I have the power to change it? Am I just mindlessly consuming?

My prayer

Right now on the planet, the world is watching the United States because of its global superpower status in the world and the election about to take place in less than two weeks time. I take my citizenship and right to vote extremely seriously because others laid down their life to give it to me. I also know that no matter the outcome, whomever gets elected, won’t change my own heart or how I choose to show up in the world. We are one and I choose to treat myself and others with as much love as possible. THAT my dears is what fuels long and lasting change. Peace, joy and love isn’t a new concept. The wise among us have written novels about it, given impactful speeches on it and sang about it for centuries. John Lennon immediately comes to mind here.

I beg of you, take the time to listen to your own heart and show yourself the love you are lacking so that you can express these values through yourself and your own life. That directly impacts everyone around you and pours into more people, so on and so on. Get it? Change starts on an individual level. Give yourself the opportunity to heal. Express love. One person can make a difference. It’s simply in our roots.

#fightofthelight

In light and in shadow, always with love. If you’re interested in booking a shamanic healing session with me, a tarot card reading, listening to my meditations on InSight timer or purchasing any of my 3 books of poetry available on Amazon, click the link below😊

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Aiming for love, my heart’s intention

The healing journey further unfolds while my spirituality grows exponentially. I can’t express enough gratitude towards the beautiful people who lovingly support me and the hypnotic rhythm of the Universe at this moment. Life is truly about perspective, a card I have pulled from the Earth Magic deck multiple times this week. A wink and a nudge from my spirit guides to broaden my perception, widen what I believe to be reality and embrace everything that is being presented to me at this time in my life.

This morning I wrote this poem, “Aim” inspired by a vision I had. When I’m still, drawing from inner wisdom (soul’s desires) the love I can feel is absolutely bursting with hope. This energy fuels my creativity and drives my soul to express the empowering love which is a gift from the angels around me. I’m referring to both Earthly angels and the high vibrational light beings of the Heavens. We are being blasted right now, on Earth with 5D energy which is raising the consciousness of humanity. I invite you my dear readers to tap into this potent energy and feel your own heart deepen with loving compassion for yourself and all of creation. The great web of interconnectedness and oneness is being woven more tightly through this shower of energy reminding us of our bond to each and every living creature on this planet.

My prayer for humanity 🙏

This week I will begin editing the poems I’ve written over the last 5 months and writing a manuscript for my fourth book which I’ve chosen to call,”My Soul’s Light”. I owe all credit for these poems to the angels that I channel regularly. The holy trinity specifically, as I refer to them of Archangels Gabriel (ruler of the crown chakra), Michael (ruler of the throat chakra) and Raphael (ruler of the heart chakra). Their message is clear. Love each other as God intended us to. Spread the light inside each and every one of us around the globe to one another, nature and animals creating a mass healing that our planet is in desperate need of.

Mother Earth is out of balance and as a shaman, I’ve been blessed with the sensibilities granted from my ancestors and Spirit to restore the balance between humans and nature, reconnecting each of us back to our soul’s purpose. Too many of the people here have become deaf, overtaken by greed and overreaching power trying to bend the Universe to their own will. Taking too much from our Mother Gaia and destroying the natural order. This then trickles down to how we treat one another unkindly and far too harshly. Our world is crying out for an injection of compassion and empathy. I see people like zombies roaming around mindless and disconnected from their heart. I vow to help heal humanity one heart at a time ❤

Puriy of 💚🌱🍃

These are my heart’s intentions and my prayer for us all. Throughout my life, I have relied upon, gained strength in and always believed in the power of prayer. I’ve witnessed miracles and seen magic unfold as a direct result of praying. God does hear us and so do his many helpers through both the spirit world and our world amongst the living. Energy never ceases to exit and cannot be destroyed. I invite you to believe in this power. What do you have to lose?

Power of prayer

This poem is inspired by my own prayer to help restore my partner’s faith in the Light. It’s an ongoing struggle for us to be separated still from one another and I often pray for God to show him the way back to his soul, embrace his higher self which will lead him to his own powerful light inside. This fuels healing and purifies his own heart from negative influences.

Find a moment my dears to listen to your own soul and what it’s telling you. Return home to love. In light and in shadow, always with love ❤

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Expanding into my soul

In the spirit of where I find myself these days and to allow the messages I channel to speak for themselves, I feel guided to share my journal entry with you today my dear readers. The quote I reference is from my daily devotional book by Mark Nepo, “The Book of Awakening”.

These words landed directly in my soul space today, “When courageous enough to relax our soul open, the pace at which our mind thinks slows to the pace at which our heart feels, and, amazingly together, they unfold to the rhythm with which our eyes can see the miracle waiting in all that is ordinary”.

YES…my dears this statement describes precisely what it feels like to recognize all the beauty, possibility and joy that life holds for us at any given time. My soul feels love for all of humanity and the never-ending chances to heal. Oneness is drawing itself closer in everybody’s consciousness and that fact allows my heart to sing. Today, due to the position of the planets alignment, I feel such everlasting love for my partner specifically. I wrote this poem, “Home” in his honor as we are still unfortunately living in two different states at the moment. It’s been 6 long months that feel like years being apart. Mostly because of my own transformation during this time. It’s about our love and my intention is for him to feel each word deeply so that it eases the pain of our separation and inspires hope for our reunion. I have so much faith that justice will prevail on our side for we are destined to be together. My patience has grown tremendously and I understand its importance in the situation. My spirit guides are constantly supporting me and my heart grows evermore in love. I’m on the right path now. The future is bright. I can do this. I trust. I believe. I am a child of God and the love for me endures everything I experience in this life. It’s my driving force. For now the memories of our love affair keep me grounded and I visit him in my dreams.

I’m at home in our love

My dear friend and professional astrologer, Helene Cierzo at https://www.hearthouseastrology.com/ shared this guidance with me today. “Since Mercury retrograde in Scorpio and Libra, I am sure you both are thinking of each other”. She went on to disclose, “The energy totally shifts in December. Hopefully it supports the both of you”. My birthday is December 9th which allows me to believe that I may just receive the best gift ever of our long awaited reunion. Until then, my hope has received a 2nd wind❤ I highly recommend Helene for all of your astrological inquiries. She has many amazing services listed on her website, go check her out my dear readers!

I mentioned in my last post that I would be republishing my poems from this year in a plain format. Here are two of them inspired by love, the vibration that connects us all❤

Let’s run a love themed marathon ❤ in honor of Venus conjunction with Virgo. Grounded into love ❤ Release any blocks in your heart that is preventing this. Forgive🙏
I use this in my healing sessions

In light and in shadow, always in love ❤

Check out my latest video about my shamanic healing sessions and click the link below for my contact information and to purchase any of my 3 books of poetry. Namaste 🙏

Heal in the gentle way, the shamanic way

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Restructuring and starting my new chapter

Since arriving in Idaho my life experiences have soared to new heights, my gifts have accelerated and my skills are growing as a healer. I’ve arrived, having stepped into my power. My mentor Lindsey has given me the most amazing opportunity to become her assistant and help in restructuring her business which will be so useful in growing my own.

I won’t be able to write as many new posts here so instead I’m being guided to repost all of the poems I’ve written this year in a plain format, allowing the words in each message to speak loudly for themselves. My mission is always to inspire hope, spread love and kindness. “Triumphing over Trauma” marches on.

In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste 🙏

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My mantra ❤
Make a wish, follow your ❤
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The power of love is my magic

Today marks “Emotional Musings” 2 year anniversary my dear readers. My heart is full of such immense love for you all here as it is for every living creature of this Universe. That being said, it’s immeasurable and powerful. The blessings that have been bestowed upon me on this journey and what I’ve learned allow me to lead my life with genuineness and gratitude. What I’ve learned is that the power and intention of love is magic. It can and does heal us. It’s a choice and a way of being that has completely changed my life!

I see fear, sadness, judgement and opinions being cast onto others that cover what our pure nature is which is love. Love that beats loudly and in a hypnotic rhythm inside all of us. We are all the same and we are all one. Rising above the animalistic behavior to a higher consciousness is the goal and the theme for arriving at peace and unity. Fully eradicating all stigmas that are fueled by hate and evil. The path of the wounded healer encompasses seeing this truth and healing our beings to be able to vibrate love, the highest vibration of all. Breaking out of the low frequency of fear which erodes the human body, breaking down DNA and breeds disease.

We are one

My mission and the motto I live by is “Triumphing over Trauma”. Through my posts here, I have shared my story of abuse and trauma. I have survived emotional, physical and sexual abuse and dysfunction my entire life beginning with my family of origin. The toxicity is what covered my spirit creating the disease and utter deregulation in my being which is what the mainstream medical community calls Complex PTSD. I’ve endured years of severe panic attacks and debilitating dissociative episodes that brought me to psychiatric hospitals over thirteen times. I’ve been through a divorce that caused estrangement from my two teenage sons. I’m still currently estranged from my youngest. I spent twelve years as a stay at home mother before breaking away from my ex-husband to find myself and my purpose. I’ve been homeless and bankrupt. I’ve spent the last ten years healing and laying the necessary groundwork for the spiritual awakening that I experienced in June 2019 which has ultimately brought me to my calling of becoming a shaman.

Becoming my own hero is the best gift to myself
My testimony is my truth

From my ❤ to yours my dear readers, thank you for connecting with me here and helping me to spread my messages of light and love ❤ Be the light in your own life, love and heal yourself and then share that love with others. This is how we will rise together and create a more peaceful existence for everyone in this world. Namaste 🙏

If you’d like to book a shamanic healing session with me, long distance over the phone or a tarot card reading and to purchase my three books of poetry please click the link below. In light and in shadow🌠

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Inhaling love, exhaling fear

My dear readers the bright and illuminating light of love is shining brightly upon me here in my new home. This brilliance delivers with it the promise of hope, faith and an invitation to trust in Divine Spirit. Reclaiming my authentic spirit has brought me to a place of immense inner peace and I’m being guided to share this message with the world because it’s available to us all. All that is required is a sincere leap of faith.

Arriving to this place is a practice of making and keeping small promises with myself. Nothing happens overnight or in my idea of time because truly time and space is an illusion just as the feeling of being alone is for we are never alone. God’s love is readily available and is given freely at all times because it is burning inside of all of us constantly. The Universe is constantly supporting us without question. Be still, tap in and BAM….fill your spirit up with as much as you desire. We can and do heal my dears.

Realigning myself to this natural balance through shamanic healing as gotten my creative juices flowing again as they were in the beginning of this year. I’m feeling the itch of words constructed by my spirit guides and angels much more often. As I stated in my last post, 2020 is a return to perfect vision which is delivered to us all by the cosmos 🌌

The 5th of the month has played a very significant role in both May and September of this year for me. The number 5 is usually considered to be a symbol of goodness and grace of God. God has always been very good toward humans. May 5th I departed Dallas, where I had resided with my paryner for 3 years. Initially, we didn’t expect to be apart for this long and the extended time has created a lot of stress on both of us. All I can do is trust that God will reunite us soon. I sure have learned a lot in his absence from my daily life and I know in the end it’ll all be worth it. Last month, on September 5th I traveled here to Idaho for the first time ever to meet my teacher and hold the shamanic ritual ceremony for my induction into the world as a shaman. Today being October 5th, I feel something else special will unfold. I pulled a few tarot cards from The Wild Root and John Holland’s Psychic Oracle deck that foretold of such beginnings too. In order to stay on track and usher in these blessings, I must remain positive and open❤

“Fight of the light”
Acknowledgement & release of pain
Putting down new roots

Let’s say it together my dears, today I choose to inhale love and exhale fear. Raise your vibe and live the life of your dreams! In light and in shadow. Namaste 🙏

Light + shadow =❤

If you’re interested in a shamanic healing session, I hold them in person and long distance over the phone. To schedule a tarot card reading or purchase any of my 3 books of poetry, click this link below😊

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Arriving at peace, joy and love

A few months back I took part in a powerful workshop my dear friend Chrissy was offering on recognizing the key values that drive each of us. It’s no surprise to me that mine overlap with those in my natal chart, the houses in which they reside in have a direct relationship with my soul embodiment. My happiness and contentment rely upon the three core values of peace, joy and most especially love❤

I’ve been in Idaho for exactly one week and my heart is so happy my dear readers! Today marks the beginning of a new month. We aren’t starting slow this month either while we have a powerful Harvest Full Moon to kick things off in combination with Mars in retrograde squared with Saturn. Energy levels are sluggish yet as with every moon cycle, we are being asked to release what no longer serves us. For those of us healing and doing the inner work to evolve into more loving beings this time is a celebration! Some us however are really struggling with what we’ve been resistant to let our white knuckle grip off of. For me, I’m basking in the glow of the rapid and transformational changes I was able to make (with the tremendous support of my mentor, teacher and soul sister Lindsey) that have freed my soul and allowed me to expand, embrace and fully step into my power in the most empowering of ways.

Tonight, she and I along with a dear friend of hers will hold a full moon ritual. This ceremony will set an intention to release and burn away what we no longer need to keep in our lives that doesn’t serve our highest good. We will also create new intentions to manifest over the new cycle we’re welcoming in. Taking part in these types of rituals feels amazing on many levels and is an honor to celebrate our sisterhood connection. The Universe offers us this gift once a month my dears and this one in particular is divinely timed with my move here to Idaho.

Burn baby burn 🔥

In the past week, my creative juices have begun flowing again and my heart has connected to its home. I can feel myself in a much more powerful way my dears. It’s thrilling to be able to finally be released from the toxic relationships that were holding me back and became nothing but a huge distraction over this year. 2020 is often referred to as a return to perfect vision and I can clearly see how hard my heart and soul have been struggling for many, many years being held back by people that didn’t have my best interests in mind. I’ve often written here that my mindset has shifted away from intellectualism into a much more authentic space which allows my heart to be the driving force in every decision. My arms are open wide to all the new possibilities my new home offers🙌

Universal hug

In order to make deep and lasting shifts take hold, in our life we must forgive. This is an intentional practice that not only includes extending forgiveness to others my dears but most especially with ourselves. We simply don’t know the harm we cause in our own relationship with self until we wake up to see the destructive patterns that have developed within our being that have taken us away from our purpose until we do. Our life here is centered in love, for ourselves first and then pours directly into the lives we touch. It’s a huge interconnected web that includes ALL living things. People, animals and nature. Once the pain which caused the fear in the first place can be recognized and healed, love can and does flow strongly and abundantly 💗

Forgiveness is the key

Ahhhhh, deep breath in my dears…..hold….exhale fear and replace it with love. I now call in my highest self which operates in accordance with the love vibration and Universal flow. If you’re curious about how to create these shifts in your own life, hit the link below to schedule a shamanic healing session with me or a tarot card reading. I hold both in person and long distance sessions over the phone. This link will also connect you to my three books of poetry. Until next time my lovely dear readers, heal yourself with love and then love others freely🌈

Flow state

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Accepting my path and mission

My dear readers, what a transformational month September has turned out to be for me. In this post I want to briefly share what’s been happening to me since taking on my role as a shaman. I’ve written previously about how this entire journey back to myself began ten years ago in 2010 yet rapidly accelerated itself 15 months ago when I unearthed my deepest traumatic wound, being sexually molested as a child. That led me to find my teacher Lindsey and the magic of shamanic healing which propelled me into this homecoming of taking the role of a shamanic healer myself. This work is what I was created for and is the biggest accomplishment in my life.

In my last post I revealed that I was moving to Idaho to join my teacher and dear sister Lindsey Luna so we could combine our forces of magic facilitating a broader reach for our healing businesses and learn from each other more closely. I’ve accepted every challenge with gratitude because I follow my intuition these days which has led me to uncover my true and authentic self. I’m finally free and upon returning to my parents house after my week in Idaho, the pain came on quickly as realized that I no longer belonged there. The toxicity of dysfunction is repulsive to me now that I’ve healed. It didn’t take long for me to make the necessary arrangements to get here and I’m happy to announce that I’ve officially moved to Idaho 🏞

On my 1st hike after the move
Sweet walking trail

When I look over my steps this year, 2020 has been the most transformational time of my life. Yes, it’s been confusing and extremely painful yet also immensely beautiful and awe inspiringly magical. My dears, embracing the pain of the human experience has taught me to lean into the fear and alchemize it into love. Following the breadcrumbs of my heart, my feelings are how I’ve uncovered my truth. It’s been lying dormant underneath dysfunctional programming and conditioning that taught me to dissociate and not feel my own feelings for thirty-seven years. That held me back from my destiny and joy! Stepping back into my sensibilities has awakened in me my soul’s purpose. This weekend I have the privilege of giving back to Lindsey what she so lovingly gave to me upon our first shamanic healing session together in June of 2019. In innumerable ways, she saved me by clearing out energetically what was keeping me stuck and blocked from my heart. Our hearts contain the superpower which is love. There are two vibrations, fear and love….every other feeling is an offshoot of the two. It was through self love that I became my own hero and saved myself from the deep despair my life seemed to be on the inside.

Now that I’ve finally dusted off the years of trauma, polished my heart by making my self care priority number one, I’m find myself in the position to graciously give back to Lindsey by helping her heal in the shamanic way. This weekend we are embarking on a camping trip (my 1st since 2007!) together in order to fully focus on the shifts to her own self integration. The ceremony we held together that inducted me into the world as an official shaman has created many new awakenings for her. This healing is an exchange of energy, hugely beneficial to both parties. My dears, the cycle of healing is never-ending as is the breathing we do to live. Once you can accept both, the resistance eases and inner peace can be restored. Shamanic healing is deeply profound and is a game changer for what keeps you stuck. Trust me. I wouldn’t be “Triumphing over Trauma” by overcoming the many obstacles 2020 has presented to me like joblessness, twice relocating without my beloved partner while I completed my coursework and apprenticeship and self published two books of poetry. The proof is in tbe pudding they say😉

Trust the process 💗

I like to look back at my writing and the poems I create because mostly they are channeled messages from my spiritual guides and angels. I originally wrote this poem, “I hope” in early April. After reading it again, I felt or I should say my guides felt it was in need of a republication. My dears, hope is available in abundance from the Creator. God offers us a chance to constantly try again, an endless amount of do-overs. Take a chance on yourselves. My favorite acronym for hope is Hold On Pain Ends. I’m living proof my dears and so are YOU💗

“I hope”

If you’re interested in scheduling a shamanic healing session (held in person and over the phone long distance, tarot card reading or purchasing any of my three books of poetry….hit this link. Love yourself 1st, so that you can love others❤

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Setting my sights West

Since returning from Idaho less than one week ago, I can’t stress enough to you my dear readers how monumental a shift I feel now that I’ve  officially been anointed a shaman! It’s quite disorienting mostly and I find myself just wanting to be in solitude and in nature. The energy where I live is toxic and not a vibrational match therefore, I find myself very distracted by thoughts and feelings I know aren’t mine. Shout out to the other empaths and psychics out there because you all know what I mean.

My partner and I have plans to move soon yet in the meantime my patience in wearing thin. Today I’m experiencing a lot of the pain of being human my dears. I’ve been patiently awaiting my partner’s arrival since May. I know why we needed to be separated during my apprenticeship and now that it’s over, time is standing still! I know I’m divinely protected and that this chapter here where I live is ending soon. Today however, I’m just plain over it🤪

I rallied and had a good talking with myself. I hopped on my bike and took the longer, more scenic route to the beach. After I arrived I felt 100% better, much more present and focused. I want to share with you some of my latest poems. This reintegration process is a challenge I wasn’t expecting. I understand all I can control is my reaction to my current situation. I must admit I often find myself daydreaming about how wonderful it was to be in Idaho, with a woman who is my soul family and who understands me more than any other human being ever. Plus, the energy there was so chill. I’ve always felt as though South Florida has been my 2nd home after New Jersey. Now I want to experience life on the west coast. I’m over the fast paced, in your face vibe that is prevalent here. I believe my time on this coast is up!

I’m so blessed to find myself in a place where I’m not tied to anything so that making my next move feels exciting. The opposite of how many of my moves have felt in the last ten years. This one is 100% my choice, not a “have to” but a “want to”. I’ve had so many loving and supportive people around me that have graciously taken me in while I healed all areas of my life over the past 9 years. Financially I haven’t been ready to be on my own again since the divorce was finalized in 2012. It’s been a long 8 years of living with others, out of suitcases and boxes. I’m ready to claim my own life again and this is a feeling and a opportunity I haven’t had for quite some time.

In the past few days, I took full advantage of the glorious sunshine and low humidity. Here are the poems I wrote, based in observation of both my surroundings and my internal story. As always my dear readers, so much love💚🌱

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Written 1 year ago, now finally realized
Backdrop picture by me, the view over the lake
Seeing so many dragonflies still💜
Free spirit ✨
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Celebrating my Aliveness

I’m so pleased to share with you my dear readers and loved ones here in our little WordPress community the interview I did with my dear soul sister Chrissy-Marie Tucciarone, for her podcast on iTunes and Spotify called “The Art of Aliveness”. I recorded this in early July, before I started the 40 hours of apprenticeship healing sessions and right after the release of my 3rd book of poetry, “My Heart’s Song”. She asked me some great questions allowing me to share my healing journey thus far with a huge concentration on my art.

I describe myself as a creative person because I feel my sensuality and drive come from my love for anything that helps me express myself in an artistic way including writing, dancing, yoga, painting, chanting, singing, music and now the shamanic healing sessions I conduct. I see the world in technicolor orchestrated by a wide array of musical tastes from Classical, Jazz, R&B, The Dead, Reggae, EDM, Classic Rock and everything in between. There’s really no beat I’ve ever met I didn’t like my dears💃 Being able to express myself artistically is like breathing for me. It’s how I roll.

As I landed in Denver, the city I was connecting through from Idaho before my final destination in Fort Lauderdale, I saw a notification pop up on my cell from Chrissy telling me our episode #27 was live on the podcast platforms! I bought some snacks, found a place to plug in my device and started to listen. I must admit, this is my first ever interview on my own life’s story. I’ve been involved in other interviews with my partner because he’s a Superbowl Champion but this was the first time I would speak from my heart on my own journey from darkness to light. It’s an overwhelming honor and I feel a lump in my throat just writing about it now. Here’s the link. I invite all of you to have a listen….

Here’s a show for you… Turning Your Sensitivities into Superpowers episode of The Art of Aliveness
https://open.spotify.com/episode/2oHlTQSL3FXHlGPSy8w5KS?si=reXlit1USVuEGLMAUQHyjg

Episode #27 “The Art of Aliveness” Turning your Sensitivities into Superpowers

I want to share with you my dear readers, some wisdom from Steven D. Farmer. He is a Soul Healer, shamanic practitioner, ordained minister and licensed psychotherapist. I adore his many books and tarot card decks. I have taken to heart so many of his words, most especially these❤

“All wounds stem from the illusion of separation from Source and of all Creation. The route of healing this wound is through cultivating love and compassion for every being on this planet, including oneself. Not a bland standard of unquestioned acceptance, but a heartfelt sense of profound relatedness to whatever you perceive as apart from yourself. True compassion requires not only a feeling of warmth that emanates when you are in touch with your heart center, but in acts of kindness, even if this means being a fully attentive listener. Respect the fact that your heart is both a giver (putting out electrical energy) and a receiver (drawing in magnetic energy). These energies are best sensed by attending to the steady flow of your breathing while also noticing your heart center. Righteousness, fear, anger and judgement are some common ways to block one’s natural desire to love. Forgiveness is not only letting go of judgement, but also seeing through the illusion that you and All-That-Is are separate. Look about you and inside of you, and do your best to love whatever you see”.

In order to do this, I had to first forgive myself and welcome in many vital values we all require to thrive as human beings. I had been rejecting myself and needed to cultivate self love, trust and belief 15 months ago when I felt I could no longer carry the burden of being sexually abused. I have wanted to get a tattoo of a semicolon for awhile now and I felt that I needed to get it done in Idaho.

In 2011, I found myself in a very dark place my dear readers. I felt so burdened by shame, guilt, unworthiness and hopelessness. I attempted to turn out my light completely. The main mission of my writing and the reason I became a shaman is to let others see we can and do heal. My hope is fully restored and my life-force energy is extremely strong. The motto I live my life by is “Triumphing over Trauma” and today I proudly walk with my head held high. You are never alone my dears. Ever!

September 10th is #worldsuicidepreventionday and I put the ; on my middle finger as an everlasting statement & symbol to myself to remember where I came from and how profoundly impactful this healing journey has been. I got this the day after the final ritual ceremony, a full circle moment 🙏

Semicolon movement, “My story isn’t over yet”

My heart is at peace, I am filled with joy, feeling 100% content with life. It’s a well deserved place to be after the pain and heartache from the many lessons in life I learned the hard way. The pain from the human experience is something we are all continually healing from. It’s never-ending and everlasting while we walk this planet. I believe that each and everyone of us can and does heal in our own ways. It’s hardwired in our DNA to heal. I’m honored and blessed to help others heal as I did in the ways of shamanism. As a shaman, I help others connect to their own natural rhythm, retrieve their soul’s purpose and balance the chakra points in the body, our energy centers that govern our being allowing us the most optimized functionality possible. This is my magic and what I’m meant to do.

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