My dear readers, I find myself in the midst of sweeping changes occurring in every area of my life. These endings are ones I didn’t want to accept although there were signs and intuitive messages that I’ve been receiving since late last year. I’m a seeker of spiritual truths. At times, taking a disorienting path forward, blinded by faith in the unknown. My walk here is one of continuous learning through experiences. I haven’t stayed anywhere for more than two or three years my entire adult life. When my soul becomes curious, I must travel onwards. The aspirations of my soul are leading me into the depths of heartfelt desire for a closer relationship with the Divine. My soul speaks to me in rhythms and rhymes that drive me to connect with my spiritual team of guides in accordance with my integrity. I’m about to embark on a transcendence of self beginning in August.
The New Moon in Leo (July 24th) was the most potent and powerful of 2025! This cycle marked the beginning of my new chapter. Calling upon the courage that I have cultivated in my heart, now is the time that I lean into my shamanic practices as I enter a new place to call home temporarily while I transition out of a two year romantic relationship that I thought would last forever. Leaving behind five beloved dogs in a river of tears. I’m faced with many new challenges in order to secure my own stability in a home of my own in tough economic times. Putting on my superwoman cape sewn together by self-love, belief and trust I put one foot in front of the other and tell myself that God has a greater plan for me than I can yet conceive. This change will bring me to my higher calling and to my destiny. I fully believe that. Even in the moments where I feel suffocated in grief of what no longer is.
All the changes I’ve transitioned through have guided my transformation since the inception of this blog in 2018. Every step is furthering my awakening into owning my strength and power. This is a channeled message I use to begin each healing session I conduct with clients. Calling upon the loving guidance of my team. Aligning to my “Highest Self”. Love is the only truth. I am a pioneer in its revolution to heal humanity one heart at a time.
The testament of my life’s journey of healing from addiction, trauma, and an eating disorder is something that compels my soul to share in order to inspire others. I’m a poet, triathlete, and shamanic healer. A living embodiment of resilience with over 800 poems, six published books, a mission to help heal humanity one heart at a time. My story is proof that healing is possible. Leaning into my own internal medicine is the magic that tells me, what I believe becomes my reality.
In this talk with The Salty Ginger podcast” we discuss my channeled poetry and light language, what healing from addiction, abuse, and an eating disorder has done for my spiritual journey. My spiritual practices have brought me from suicide to soul purpose. How sensitivities are my superpowers. Why I call myself a rainbow unicorn living a full spectrum kaleidoscope life. I believe that healing, art, and aliveness are ALL connected. It’s all love!
The winds of change commit acts of separation while other aspects are coming together. My heart has learned to trust in what my eyes can not yet see. Traveling only by feeling, soul reunion for the masses and, most importantly, the one who holds my heart in his hands. This isn’t goodbye. It’s time for me to set out on my own and experience my own inner wind that will free my spirit more completely.
Coming to terms with a crescendo of endings that have my heart on an emotional roller coaster. Change is inevitable, yet some endings sting more than others. Every experience makes me stronger, more grateful, more compassionate, and definitely more flexible in opening to limitless possibilities.
2025 is a year of transition. I’ve been writing about it all year and sending out prayers for the highest good and continued healing to be granted. Trusting in the invisible awakening energy of ascension by practicing the values my heart holds dear. Some days are more challenging than others. My heart and my healing are my first priorities in order for me to show up in this world the way I intend. To be a beacon of Light, truth and peace in an expanded consciousness of love. Shining my light by bringing love to others.
Comparing my life to a ship lost at sea, far away from its home as my heart yearns for the answers to the endless stream of questions the endings I’m now experiencing have presented. The only thing I can do is trust in the Divine winds of change to guide me through the storm that is life at the moment. My inner peace is sacred, breathing to remain calm is how I navigate while in the eye of this storm.
The message from the angels came through loud and clear. God has a chosen plan for me. I’m being led to greener pastures that I can not yet see, only feel. The operating system of the new human is so unreal. Dormant layers of our DNA are now being activated and coming online to recreate our experience here on Earth. The cosmic frequencies lighting up at the Galactic Center at 27 degrees Sagittarius, are the most dominant energy fueling my soul at this time. All outer planets in fire and air signs are assisting me in this upgrade as I align to my best future self. Every area of my life is evolving all at once. Goodbye to what I know as I say hello to what is meant to be.
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In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.
Indeed what a year Maria, multiple transformations like domino’s. Feeling like we’ve finally stepped through one only to face another. Love and light for your new path kind lady, may it shine even more 🤗❤️🙏
I can hardly believe the multiple stages of transformation that I have experienced in this year! I’m grateful to write and connect with others as we all become our own unique butterflies 🦋 What a wild ride this human journey is! Love and Light to you, my friend 🧡Blessings, Namaste 🙏
“One foot in front of another.” I love that. What a wonderful thing it is to carry that intention. Take care, my friend.
Intentional living while transcending the old stories of woundedness requires all of my attention. Diving deeper into the core of my soul. Thank you for your kindness and support 🙏 Blessings and Namaste 🙏
We may see the signs and deep within know we should look at them closer. However, when find ourselves in circumstances so beautiful that topped our wildest dreams, who wants to accept such signs, right? However, the fall feels even harder when the rug we loved to walk on gets thrown away beneath our feet eventually.
I am sorry, you have to go through this. But what I learned and observed so many times: When you see your world breaking apart then only to make room for something much better. And that change can happen in the most unexpected moment and lead to the best life ever. My daughter is the perfect example. She had a tough year in 2024 in both, job and relationship. But by the end of the year, she found a love that could only arise through that devastation. Her job changed too and in two months she is going to be a first-time mom. Her life had to break down to get pushed into the direction that was actually meant for her.
This is only an example but when you look back at your own life, I bet, that every tragic ending was the beginning of something better – and if it was only the rise of yourself. Every tear waters the beautiful flower that will bloom tomorrow.
You have a healthy way of looking at life, the universe, and yourself, and I am so glad about it. You are moving on and that is the important part. All will be well, dear Maria Teresa, sending you big hugs 💖
Receiving your loving insights and support, dear Erika ♥️ I can absolutely agree that anything that gets removed is always replaced by something more aligned and true. This is bringing me into the best parts of my journey. I’ve put so much work into myself and guided by faith, I trust in what I can not yet see or even imagine. I just know it’s waiting. Knowing how to move on is my soul’s practice, and the human experience has taught me how to move my being with grace and love. That is what I’m focusing on.
Today, my soul sister, who teaches yoga, had me at her studio for practice, followed by a beautifully comforting vegan lunch. My heart is so grateful for my Earth angels, and I count you as one my friend 🧡 Thank you for seeing me in this time of great change. Congratulations to you and your daughterr!! What a blessing to be preparing for 🌈
No matter what, I’m ok and I continue to learn by breaking away from what isn’t solid and serving. So much love to you, my sister in soul ♥️ ✨️🙏