When you ask for signs from the Universe to direct your path, prepare to be amazed! The reminders that my spirit guides send to me make me laugh and always seem to arrive when I least expect them! The Universe likes to keep me on my toes by making sure I’m paying attention to all the signs and omens surrounding me at all times. My dear readers, I find myself in a brand new phase of life and in a deeply spiritual transformation! A revolution has started in my heart! I’m in the beginning stages of creating a life with a man I’ve admired over the past ten years. He has known something that my soul wasn’t ready to see long ago when we first met. It took a dragonfly smacking me in the face while I was riding my bike to the beach to awaken me to all the beauty and love that has entered my world. At 45 years old, I’m beginning to live the life I’ve dreamed of since I was a little girl. One of quiet peace, spectacular joy and Divine love!
In the time since my last post, I have moved back to Florida and into a brand new home with the love of my life and our five German Sheppards. They are all working dogs who are specifically trained to sweep for drugs. These dogs are incredibly special and are helping to heal me in more ways than I could ever imagine. I didn’t know what was missing until now. I need their unconditional love in my life. Every day, I find myself falling more deeply in love with my partner and these beautiful creatures who are God’s gifts of love and of Light.
Love is a healing and powerful force that bonds us to one another through Divine wisdom and grace. Patience is the key to unlocking the mystery that lies within me and all I encounter. A daily prayer of mine is for God to help me to be observant enough to see and share the love that is woven into every aspect of my life. The more I learn, the more deeply I feel into this love and claim it. I’ve waited a long time for it. I finally believe that I’m deserving of it. I’ve entered the “Land of Love” and I’m grateful for its presence in my life.
Believing in the promises from Spirit that true love is the gift I’m deserving takes courage. Living a life enmeshed in trauma and dysfunction taught me that in order to receive love, I had to experience pain. Therefore, I’ve never known the truth of love until now. No more running from myself or changing who I am to be accepted. It’s taken me over 40 years to feel like I’m worthy of love’s power. To discover this, I had to uncover my authentic self and allow myself to shine ad bright as my spirit is meant to! Now, I’m basking in the Light of God and experiencing the greatest love I’ve ever known. This is the happiest and most content I’ve ever been. My grateful heart knows no end. This is “A time for love”.
Dancing through this multidimensional experience of the human journey, embracing all the faces and phases of me. All are welcome to play along, each have a part, in defining the complex being that is me. Wandering along through this life’s adventure with a curious heart that’s always ready to love. This is my life’s work and testimony. Cultured and crafted like a fine wine. May we all hear the symphony of self and continuously raise the volume that connects us to our soul. So many stories are awaiting us to be told. I’m blessed to be awakened with enlightenment to hear the “Symphony of self”.
Since the Lion’s Gate portal opened on August 8th, I have started intuitively chanting light language and ancient Hebrew. The cosmic energy from this event and the moon phases married to the many planets in retrograde have primed my being for flight. Leveling up in the ascension process means I claim my sovereignty and own my Light’s truth and power. No more distractions from fear that may threaten to devour my heart’s earned peace. Allowing for experiences grand release! This is a time for going deeper into my being to understand “Soul coded imprints”.
Blue and orange dragonflies are the symbols of creativity and a reminder to go back to our roots, to trust our instincts. This is an incredible period of co-creation with Mother Earth as I’m invited to align to my highest timeline. These magical insects are a symbol of spiritual awareness, higher consciousness, and wisdom. They aren’t the only spirit animals that have graced my path lately. In the bathroom at the beach, I found a frog in the toilet staring wide-eyed at me as I screamed in shock of its presence there! In the next stall was a huge brown spider, the ones that are found on the palm trees here. Lastly, in that same day, there was a chameleon in the shower with me, which is a common occurrence here in Florida. All had a similar message for me. “You are in a period of renewal, rebirth, evolutionary change, and transformation”. Nothing happens by coincidence in this life. Everything is guided by God’s commanding light. Asking for guidance and protection to aid in the healing. Free will is ours, yet our guardian angels surround us with the constant energy of love and will show us signs they are with us when we ask for them. I lovingly call these “angel winks.” My love and I are bonded by our angelic mission. Experiencing the human journey as Earth healers. It’s a great responsibility that I am humbled to hold. Shining love and compassion towards all as the story continues to unfold.
I’ve reached the end of my suffering, in silence and in fear. No longer do I dwell in places that caused great pain. Now I am opening a brand new book. This is the life I’ve worked hard for and believed into being. Beginning to live an enchanted life filled with Divine love and abundance. Trusting the Divine whispers I’ve been intently hearing for years now. The word “encanto” was shared with me just days before my love and I decided it was time to see one another face to face again after two years apart. It is faith that has led me here. Trusting the “Divine whispers” and deciding to listen to them is what is creating an aliveness, a revival of love in my life!
The birthing process isn’t easy and has presented its challenges. This month, I’ve faced the core of my inner child wounds. At first, I stopped breathing because the painful memories flooded by being. Then my practice and decision to heal kicks in, and intuitively, I remember that what I allow to be makes me stronger. The past is over, I don’t live there any longer. I can embrace that little girl inside me by telling her she is safe. She is loved. I have the power now and can remind her that she will never feel abandoned again. This is the reparenting process I’ve been undergoing for many years now. A new layer within this deep transformation has begun as I split off completely from the life I once lived to begin the life I’ve dreamed of. Triggers teach me to trust myself and that it’s ok to feel peace. The absence of drama can at first feel strange to someone who has learned to live in chaos. My new life is filled with the opportunity for expansiveness and happiness that washes all my senses clean. Standing hand in hand with my beloved. Blessed be this new adventure. Welcome, “Daughter of the Moon, sister of the Sun”.
My love is great at nudging me to do the things that will bring me clarity. Getting on my bike and going to the beach brings me crystal clear clarity. Twice this month, I’ve trekked the 42-mile round trip for the gift of healing my heart and to ground into my body. I feel so alive when I go there! I listen to the waves and take deep and intoxicating breaths of the salty air. While there, I receive a gentle push from my guides, which helps me to see that the only one holding me back is me. The choice is mine now to surrender, getting down on my knees and asking the angels to lead me onwards. Make me an instrument of peace for God. This is my intention and prayer. I am ready to receive my deep soul onto this Earthly realm.
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In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.
