My dear readers, I find myself in the midst of sweeping changes occurring in every area of my life. These endings are ones I didn’t want to accept although there were signs and intuitive messages that I’ve been receiving since late last year. I’m a seeker of spiritual truths. At times, taking a disorienting path forward, blinded by faith in the unknown. My walk here is one of continuous learning through experiences. I haven’t stayed anywhere for more than two or three years my entire adult life. When my soul becomes curious, I must travel onwards. The aspirations of my soul are leading me into the depths of heartfelt desire for a closer relationship with the Divine. My soul speaks to me in rhythms and rhymes that drive me to connect with my spiritual team of guides in accordance with my integrity. I’m about to embark on a transcendence of self beginning in August.
The New Moon in Leo (July 24th) was the most potent and powerful of 2025! This cycle marked the beginning of my new chapter. Calling upon the courage that I have cultivated in my heart, now is the time that I lean into my shamanic practices as I enter a new place to call home temporarily while I transition out of a two year romantic relationship that I thought would last forever. Leaving behind five beloved dogs in a river of tears. I’m faced with many new challenges in order to secure my own stability in a home of my own in tough economic times. Putting on my superwoman cape sewn together by self-love, belief and trust I put one foot in front of the other and tell myself that God has a greater plan for me than I can yet conceive. This change will bring me to my higher calling and to my destiny. I fully believe that. Even in the moments where I feel suffocated in grief of what no longer is.
All the changes I’ve transitioned through have guided my transformation since the inception of this blog in 2018. Every step is furthering my awakening into owning my strength and power. This is a channeled message I use to begin each healing session I conduct with clients. Calling upon the loving guidance of my team. Aligning to my “Highest Self”. Love is the only truth. I am a pioneer in its revolution to heal humanity one heart at a time.
The testament of my life’s journey of healing from addiction, trauma, and an eating disorder is something that compels my soul to share in order to inspire others. I’m a poet, triathlete, and shamanic healer. A living embodiment of resilience with over 800 poems, six published books, a mission to help heal humanity one heart at a time. My story is proof that healing is possible. Leaning into my own internal medicine is the magic that tells me, what I believe becomes my reality.
In this talk with The Salty Ginger podcast” we discuss my channeled poetry and light language, what healing from addiction, abuse, and an eating disorder has done for my spiritual journey. My spiritual practices have brought me from suicide to soul purpose. How sensitivities are my superpowers. Why I call myself a rainbow unicorn living a full spectrum kaleidoscope life. I believe that healing, art, and aliveness are ALL connected. It’s all love!
The winds of change commit acts of separation while other aspects are coming together. My heart has learned to trust in what my eyes can not yet see. Traveling only by feeling, soul reunion for the masses and, most importantly, the one who holds my heart in his hands. This isn’t goodbye. It’s time for me to set out on my own and experience my own inner wind that will free my spirit more completely.
Coming to terms with a crescendo of endings that have my heart on an emotional roller coaster. Change is inevitable, yet some endings sting more than others. Every experience makes me stronger, more grateful, more compassionate, and definitely more flexible in opening to limitless possibilities.
2025 is a year of transition. I’ve been writing about it all year and sending out prayers for the highest good and continued healing to be granted. Trusting in the invisible awakening energy of ascension by practicing the values my heart holds dear. Some days are more challenging than others. My heart and my healing are my first priorities in order for me to show up in this world the way I intend. To be a beacon of Light, truth and peace in an expanded consciousness of love. Shining my light by bringing love to others.
Comparing my life to a ship lost at sea, far away from its home as my heart yearns for the answers to the endless stream of questions the endings I’m now experiencing have presented. The only thing I can do is trust in the Divine winds of change to guide me through the storm that is life at the moment. My inner peace is sacred, breathing to remain calm is how I navigate while in the eye of this storm.
The message from the angels came through loud and clear. God has a chosen plan for me. I’m being led to greener pastures that I can not yet see, only feel. The operating system of the new human is so unreal. Dormant layers of our DNA are now being activated and coming online to recreate our experience here on Earth. The cosmic frequencies lighting up at the Galactic Center at 27 degrees Sagittarius, are the most dominant energy fueling my soul at this time. All outer planets in fire and air signs are assisting me in this upgrade as I align to my best future self. Every area of my life is evolving all at once. Goodbye to what I know as I say hello to what is meant to be.
If you’re curious about your own spiritual awakening, please reach out to me. I would love to help you on your soul journey adventure. I can schedule you for a free 30-minute consultation. I can guide you for a long distance shamanic healing session via phone, tarot card reading, download my recorded meditations and other ritualistic services I provide or to purchase any of my 6 books of poetry please click the link below. See the Services tab in the menu on this website via my sister site, The Musing Shaman. Fill out a contact form and send me a message. Let’s connect!
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In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.
