Now that eclipse season has passed, I’m settling into more revelations and truths from the things I’ve needed to release. The continuous cycle of healing from the human experience as opened me up to another level of awakening. Becoming more aware of what fits the skin I’m currently in and deciding what I’ve outgrown. This is a mindful check-in, a daily practice I committed to three years ago to make adjustments where needed and align with what suits me best. I uncover these truths in many ways. Through writing poetry, meditation, sound frequency healing, setting crystal grids and breathwork. Continuous communication with Mother Nature and with my spirit team help me to feel into the answers intuitively. Allowing myself to be led by my heart and open to love. Love is the healing guide, the protective force and the truth in everything!
When life changes and speeds up, that’s when I know it’s time to slow down. “Listen and observe”, this is the strongest message for me lately. Making sure I’m getting enough rest and consuming the things that will sustain peace, love and joy internally. These are some of my latest poems for a new book in the works entitled, “My Soul’s Music”. As I continue to face the effects that trauma has had upon my being, I learn how strong, resilient and resourceful I am. These past three years I have moved all around the country six times, ended an almost 9 year romantic relationship, said good bye to my Dad in physical form and terminated the relationship with my mother. Each of these decisions have been extremely difficult and carried their own challenges and circumstances. I changed jobs three times and have written five books of poetry between 2020 and today. I discovered my soul’s purpose of being a shaman and through writing I intend to help inspire others. Healing is indeed possible and we are all worthy of love! We are the ones we have been waiting for! I’m grateful to God for lending me the strength in facing everything I have walked through, with grace and dignity. I can honestly say I am proud of the woman I am today.
My purpose is clear about why I’m here. It’s to help heal humanity one heart at a time through poetry and shamanic healing. By sharing my testimony of “Triumphing over Trauma” and using my sensitivities as superpowers. I have faced all kinds of abuse, physical, mental, emotional and sexual. I overcame drugs and alcohol and a lifelong eating disorder. I committed to healing myself after attempting suicide in 2011 by believing that I am worthy of love. My human experience has taught me to be grateful for the air I breathe and the water I drink. The people I meet who show me there is unconditional love held within every living creature on the planet. I choose to embrace the love inside by feeling my feelings. That’s how the medicine comes in, after the emotional release of energy. We are so very powerful my friends. By becoming who we are meant to be, we unpack the wisdom of our soul. Be who you are. Our world needs your unique gifts!!
Life is mysterious, messy, unnerving and beautiful. Taking chances with a heart so full and giving has taught me many lessons. This last poem is a musing upon my last relationship. The healing from this major life change is something I’m still learning lessons from through the eyes of compassion and love. It was a long good bye that took me 2 years to completely detach from. In the end I’m grateful for having learned so much. After surrendering control of what wasn’t mine to carry came forgiveness. Love is all that remains. Always.
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In light and in shadow, always with love. Namaste.
Emotional Musings 
your words, inspiration and poetry are gifts to all you meet and your ability to stand in your power an be the light as a shamen and heal those deep places are incredible and such a revelation.,. You deserve a standing ovation my being of light!~!~💖
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Oh Cindy, your kindness touches my heart so much💗💗💗 from your lips and finger tips to God’s ears🙌 I’m intending to reach as many people as possible through sharing the paths I explore. Healing has gifted me so much. Most importantly my connections on here with my soul sisters like you🥰 Big hugs to you Cindy. Someday we will dance and practice yoga together in person 💃🧘♀️
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It’s my pleasure and grateful we share such a special connection! It’s gift and You are doing that in your authentic and rw beautiful self./. I love the sound of us doing yoga together in person.. 💖💖😘 What a goddess gathering it will be💖💖 💖 hugs and always love!💖
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It is indeed a big journey dear lady, but each and every part of it is slowly building that empathy, compassion and love within us. Your glowing well my friend 😀 ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋
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Thank you my friend, Namaste to you 🙏 I agree wholeheartedly with you. The more I open to the experience from a non judgemental experience, accepting life as it is, the more empathy, compassion and love grows 💗
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Beautiful poetry, my friend. Sounds like you have been on quite a transformational ride these past few years. Wishing you all of the best on all of your endeavors. Much love to you.💕🙏💕
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Indeed I have my sister in poetic arms 🥰 thank you for recognizing and celebrating the journey with me🙏 Love is received and sent back with a big smile and a hug 🤗❤️
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The journey resolves into knowing how we are in any moment, the experiences, trials, tribulations, success, and needs, all appear right now, telling me How I am this moment but never exactly who, because who I am changes continuously. You are an explorer, and in exploring, can offer what guidance manifests. What an amazing person you are! 💗
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I absolutely am an explorer, that is completely my nature. Thank you for recognizing and supporting the depths of my journey. Heart and soul thoroughly thank you my friend 😁💗
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There is a pretty busy time behind you. A lot of inner cleansing, re-organizing and sorting out. And all that working through the past has actually been big steps into a liberated future to create from your new self and to create your new self from it. You have come an amazingly long way in this short time, dear Maria 💖
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Yes indeed I have and it’s been an amazing, emotional and love filled journey. My heart leads the way as soul propels me forwards. Thank you for recognizing and celebrating the journey with me, with dear sisterhood companionship and unconditional love 💜💜💜
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I admire you for the determined progress. I repeat it: You are such a role model, my dear soul-sister. And it is so important that you are sharing your experience. Thank you for that 💖
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I bow to you in gratitude Erika in deep gratitude. Namaste dear sister 🙏 I feel so strongly about how important my testimony is to share for others. My desire to been seen on a larger platform is coming to fruition, I can feel it🥰 Thank you for sharing my blog and rooting me on, it means the world to me💗💗💗
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Sure thing, dear sister. Everything needs to be shared that helps someone and/or makes this world a little bit better 💖
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Yes yes YES 🙌 💯🌈🤗
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Lovely poems, Maria. When the music plays, the soul dances, as the heart feels the rhythm!
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Beautifully said Warren, I love that🥰 Thank you my friend, take care🙏
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Keep sharing your experience and wisdom, you have come so far and learned so much! Love and light my friend! ♥
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I absolutely will ❤️ thank you my sweet friend 😊 Graciously receiving your love and support and sending so much love and light to your beautiful heart❤️❤️❤️
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